9z.. another day gone.. another day less b4 my exams.. another day closer to my exams.. boO~ -_-" i shall cum online if n onli if i gotta do work.. i cant go on lyk tis.. im lyk.. "zui sheng meng si".. drunk alive n dead in dreams?? a phrase which sounds beautiful to me at times.. nO.. im juz "duo luo".. as wat cy said.. but i tink tts stupid.. i dun hv any legitimate reason to do tt!! y m i doing tis to myself?? hey u.. wat r u doing to urself?? kauz~ i hAte to be a failure.. i dun wanna be a failure.. i wan wisdom i wan intelligence.. i wanna hold my head high in front of others.. i wanna be proud of myself.. i wan ppl to feel proud of me.. where has all my self-esteem gone to?? i wan it back!! who stole it away frm me.. w/o my knowledge huh?? i dun wan tis kinda life.. im self-degrading.. i feel lyk im wasting my life away here.. i nid to do sth meaningful.. i nid to feel useful.. i dun wan to be.. "chia liao bi"? wasting resources on earth... tink simple.. dun get manipulated by others or by ur own thots.. i juz wanna do well in my exams.. at least for tis few wks tis shld be my goal.. yup, tts it.. dun tink abt anything else le.. n i dun wanna c u here sO damn too often..