i tld jamie.. "it's nO biG deAL.." wen i showed her some extracts frm my blog.. for awhile i really tink tt it's nO big deal.. den... "if u r sAd, i wld feel ten timEs wOrsE dan u...." tts wat i felt later on... wen did i attach sO mUch of myself onto u??? my thots, my feelings.... eVeRytHing hinges On u...