sometimes i wonder..

m i merely using him as an exCuSe to depart frm my usual routine bahaviour..?
to depart frm my monotonous lifestyle?
to depart frm my "guai guai nu" image?
did i really lyk him tt much??

im nOt sure..

but one thing for suRe..
i cAnt really get him out of my mind..

nOw.. i stil tink of him almost everyday..
but d durations r shorter n my emotions lesser..
a goOd thingy..

im getting out of d pithole tt i created for myself.. at lAsT!!
lets hOpe i dun gif up halfway n tumble rite in aGain tis time round.. =)